You know better.
At least that’s what you tell yourself.
You’re an adult now.
You’ve built a life.
You’ve accomplished things.
You’ve had enough experiences to know who this person is.
And yet something in you still wants their approval.
Maybe it’s a parent.
Maybe it’s an ex-partner.
Maybe it’s a sibling.
Maybe it’s someone whose opinion should no longer matter as much as it does.
You know they’re unlikely to change.
You know they may never give you what you’re looking for.
And still, when they criticize you, it hurts.
When they withhold approval, you notice.
When they finally offer a compliment, it lands with a force that feels strangely disproportionate.
Why?
Why do I still want my parent’s approval?
This is one of the most common questions people ask themselves, especially in midlife.
The assumption is usually that wanting approval means you’ve failed to move on.
It doesn’t.
Human beings are wired for connection.
And when an important relationship leaves something unfinished, the desire for resolution often stays long after childhood ends.
Part of you may understand exactly who your parent is.
Another part may still be waiting for the experience you never received.
The understanding and the hope can exist at the same time.
This is especially common when someone grows up with an emotionally unavailable parent.
Not necessarily a cruel parent.
Not necessarily an abusive parent.
Simply a parent who could not consistently provide the emotional connection, validation, understanding, or acceptance their child needed.
Many adults continue seeking approval from an emotionally unavailable parent long after they’ve accepted, intellectually, that the relationship is unlikely to change.
Why do I still care what they think?
Because approval is rarely just approval.
For many people, approval becomes symbolic.
It comes to represent acceptance.
Worth.
Being seen.
Being chosen.
Being enough.
When those experiences felt inconsistent or conditional growing up, it can feel as though the next compliment, the next acknowledgment, the next moment of recognition will finally settle something inside you.
The problem is that it usually doesn’t.
The relief comes.
Then it fades.
And the old question returns.
Am I enough?
Why do I still seek validation?
Many people describe this as a need for validation.
What they’re often looking for is not validation itself, but relief from the fear that they were never enough in the first place.
If someone whose approval matters finally recognizes your value, maybe the doubt goes away.
Maybe the question gets answered.
Maybe you can finally relax.
The problem is that external validation cannot permanently resolve an internal fear.
That’s why even meaningful praise often creates temporary relief rather than lasting peace.
Can someone else’s approval ever heal self-worth?
Most people eventually discover that it cannot.
Not because approval feels bad.
Because approval is temporary.
It has to keep being renewed.
That’s one reason people can spend decades chasing validation and still feel hungry for it.
The issue is rarely the compliment itself.
The issue is what the compliment has been asked to carry.
No amount of external approval can permanently resolve an internal question.
Why can’t I stop hoping they’ll change?
Because hope is powerful.
In some situations, hope helps people survive.
In others, hope keeps people stuck.
As long as the possibility remains, you don’t have to fully grieve what wasn’t there.
You can keep believing that maybe this conversation will be different.
Maybe this achievement will finally matter.
Maybe this success will finally be enough.
Maybe this time they’ll see you.
For many people, the real struggle isn’t letting go of the person.
It’s letting go of the fantasy.
The fantasy that one day they’ll become the person you’ve needed them to be all along.
What if they never change?
This is where many people get stuck.
Not because they don’t know the answer.
Because accepting the answer requires grief.
The grief of the parent you didn’t have.
The grief of the relationship you wanted.
The grief of the recognition that never came.
The grief of realizing that some needs cannot be met by the people you originally wanted to meet them.
That grief is painful.
But it is often less painful than spending another decade waiting.
How do you stop needing someone’s approval?
Usually not by trying harder to stop.
Usually by understanding what the approval represents.
Most people are not actually chasing approval.
They’re chasing a feeling.
The feeling that they matter.
The feeling that they’re enough.
The feeling that they’re worthy of love and belonging.
The irony is that those are the very things that become harder to access when your worth remains dependent on someone else’s response.
At some point, the question shifts.
Instead of asking:
How do I get them to finally see me?
You begin asking:
What happens if I stop waiting?
That question changes everything.
Because the goal was never to stop caring.
The goal was to stop handing someone else the authority to decide your value.
If this sounds familiar, you’re not alone.
Many of the people I work with understand exactly why they keep seeking approval and still find themselves wanting it.
The issue is rarely a lack of insight.
More often, it’s the grief that insight eventually requires.
And that’s often where the real work begins.
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